But then...

But then there are the good things with motherhood. Maybe the list is not as long but it is better and more important.

Love. I love my little girl with all my heart. I have a fantastic family, husband, daughter and dog. They might all be a challenge and a pain a lot of the time but I adore them and important they all adore me.

I love the smiles I get in the morning when I say gomorron, gomorron to Izzy. And I love to see her develop and make small but new things in her life. See her fascination when she succeeds.

I love my cuddly bear Louis

I think Izzy might have brought my mum and I a bit closer too. I need her support even though she is in Sweden and we speak more now.

....She has now given me two whole hours and I feel good.

Got to go, she is waking up and now we are going to PLAY!!!